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Mark Selby has informed the BBC he considered ending his life at the age of 16 after his father died from most cancers.
Leicester’s Selby, 37, is one of snooker’s most profitable gamers, profitable a complete of 19 rating titles together with three World Championships.
Selby stated “it eats away at me day after day” that his father David by no means bought to see him play professionally.
“Hopefully he is looking down and seen what I have achieved and I have made him proud,” Selby informed BBC Sport.
Selby gained the England Under-15 Championship in 1998 and turned skilled simply two months after shedding his father to most cancers in 1999.
He paid tribute to household good friend Alan Perkins who “took me under his wing” throughout a “difficult” time in his life.
In an interview with the BBC’s Rob Walker, Selby stated: “I moved in with Alan at the time and for the first six months, I curled into a ball and didn’t want to to play snooker. It was the last thing on my mind.
“I did not transfer in with him right away – we nonetheless had the council home which myself, father and my brother have been dwelling in till we determined to present it again to the council as a result of we could not deliver ourselves to maintain strolling into that home realizing my father was not going to be there.
“At times, I was very close to doing it [taking his life] but told myself, my father wouldn’t want that.
“[Alan] pulled me by way of that, tried to show it round and say, in case your father was right here, he would need you to nonetheless be smiling and enjoying snooker and attempting your finest, so use him as a optimistic, kick on and do it for him.”
In addition to his three World Championships, Selby has won two UK Championships and three Masters titles and has had six spells as world number one between 2011 and 2019.
He added: “If I might flip again the clock, I might give every part that I’ve achieved in snooker and all the cash I’ve earned to have him again and see every part I’ve bought – a terrific spouse in Vikki, a incredible daughter Sofia and even for him to see me as knowledgeable. He by no means did see me play as soon as.
“It eats away at me day after day knowing he hasn’t been here to see that but hopefully he is looking down and seen what I have achieved and I have made him proud.”
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